an unimpulsive theme
dead inside

"depression is a war, you either win or die trying."

self-harm, clinically depressed, insomnia, anxiety.

last cut: May 12th

i do not promote self-harm or any disorders.

**trigger warning**

I had asked you to describe me in one word and you said "fireproof. nothing can break you- you’re strong." For months I’ve had myself believing that, believing that nothing had the power to break me, that I was invincible. You said that I had the ability to forget the storms I had danced through, forget what it was like to lose my mind, to forget what it felt like to be dead inside. Once upon a time I never use to explode with colours; people looked upon me with wonder, but maybe I destroyed myself for them one too many times. I crushed my ribs to let the freedom out. There were no flowers in my lungs or fireworks on my tongue. My walk was a hurricane’s winds and my voice was a tsunami of apologies, until I met you. But 7 months later I dropped to the floor and lost control over my mind. I couldn’t stop trembling after those two words left your mouth. "I’m sorry." My heart sank deeper than my mind does at night, I couldn’t breathe. It almost had seemed like those two simple words had wrapped themselves around my neck, so tight, that I was painted black and blue. I broke, I’m not strong; now I’m just smouldering. - humans aren’t fireproof
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One day I’ll wake up and be glad I did - Something I have to keep reminding myself (via wanksclub)

(Source: satanss-mistress, via mental-suicide)

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The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

I’m homesick for arms that don’t want to hold me. - M.O.W, A ten word story (via plovent)

(Source: imwritingpoems, via tormented-minds)

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You should be with somebody who makes you forget what it felt like to be sad. - (via your-daisyfreshgirl)

I’m with the wrong person then lol

(via re-punk-zle)

(Source: the-taintedtruth, via fortiituude)

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